DollyKim wrote:Wanna know what sucks about Valentines Day when you're a teenager? Your school sells Valentines, fun when you can't afford to buy any, and come the day the teachers pass them out and you get to look at your empty desk and
repress it all repress it all and just be happy your smother waited a week to have you. So I can totally dig where anyone not happy with this day is coming from.
And to top it all off I can't enjoy most of the chocolates out there because I have a peanut sensitivity

I can eat chocolate made in a factory with peanuts, it won't kill me, but no peanuts as ingredients.
I'm actually quite happy that this year I'm no longer in high school and merely awaiting uni to start, so I can stay home and bitch on Face Book haha. But yeah, I secretly wished it was me who got them sexy red roses from those questionably repugnant guys who the maturity of a lego brick on my locker door. But the guy wasn't important in my flights of fantasy, it was those highly commercial material goods I'll end up shoving in the back of my closet as my dolls decide they're more important than some half assed romantic gesture. Yeah, I totally didn't blend my own bitterness with dreams and experiences. : D
And chocolates contain bug legs and other crazy stuff that end up in stirring pots. So I guess we're not missing out on much lol.
On a more serious note, please Cheaty McEx Manboy, our friendship is strained as it is with our forced conversations and awkward avoidance of the subject of having dated for a full school year and half a summer vacation. Please, I don't want to hear how shitty your life has been or whatever because you're lonely. Especially since you stage sleepovers with the guy you cheated on me with, been seen in the city alone with other attractive gay men and generally, whilst I basically broke down all you did was post Youtube vids to Facebook. Yeah, you're better off drawing compassion from a kick to the balls.
I'm trying so hard to move on with my life, I've been trying to talk to other guys, focus and regroup, and you're just there in the corner, being annoying and blargh. Knock it off before I give the cold shoulder that can inspire the ice age and the wrath of Khan.
On the other hand, dear slightly creepy 26 year old guy who is my ex's bffl. I know you're crushing on me but honestly, I'm barely legal. Also you creep me out. Also you fucking are my ex's bffl. And asides from the passing love of Lady Gaga though you generally love her trashy pop hits as I love her impassioned acoustic live renditions, deep metaphorical symbolism and her crazy flair for being batshit awesome, I don't think it's going to work out. Plus, the only other common thing in common is that we both know my ex. That's gotta be somewhat awkward.
And in the back corner of my love life. Doctor Who fanatic who builds life sized Daleks, dresses in cosplay and Gaga wear who has a keen interest in my dolls and now owns a doll because of me, whyyyyyyyy do I have such an unrequited crush on you. You're possibly the only gay friend I'm really close to that hasn't tried getting into my crazy doll lovin' pants or have managed to be entirely awesome and geeky without going fanboy batshit crazy. I get all fluttery and swoony as if you're Mr Darcy and I don't care. :C I wish I could tell you how I feel. But I don't wanna get rejected... again by you. Fail.
Lol, screw this drama, I'm spending my next paycheck on another vintage Allan lol.