Sixoclock wrote:Thanks all. I now and I understand the side effects and I will speak to her about he best way to back off these - that is, of course, unless there is some kind of postive change. I'm just sick of the pills. Most of the time it seems like they screw me up more than I benefit - which makes me feel like I am not explaning things correctly and perhaps getting misdiagnosed. Today, right now, I feel like I have an ecstas hang over. Yes, I have done drugs in the past, I do not do them anymore -- but that's the closes thing I can relate it to. Clenching jaw, skin sensitivity, yawn shivers, etc.
knittnkitten wrote:yeah, you might want to talk to them about going off of it. the last time I tried to take welbutrin, I became hypomanic and I didn't even realize it till I forgot to take it for a couple days and realized I wasn't sobbing all the time.
IzabethS wrote:Sorry to hear about your med woes, I know how that goes...
I'm Bi-Polar, and I was first put on Celexa for depression (that was before they knew I had bi-polar, I was too young to be diagnosed with it). Sadly it didn't work at curbing my depression so they kept upping it until I became so manic I punched a brick will in high school flipping out because someone asked if I was okay. Around that time I was put in the psychward. It wasn't until the second time in my psychward that they figured out I'm bi-polar. That was 6 years ago. Then they started me on mood stablizers along with the celexa (which they lowered to 20mg from 60). Sadly I still tried to claw off my face so I was started on anti-psychotics on top of those. Eventually I was on 20mg celexa, 600mg seroquel, and 30mg abilify. I was numb, I couldn't feel. I got into one of the best art schools in the country on my first try and I thought nothing of it.
It took me until my 3rd psychiatrist to let me lower my meds. Sadly I started getting weird side effects so I was switched around on meds for a while. For 2 years I was doing horrible so now I'm back on all my originals at much much much lower doses (20mg celexa, 100mg seroqel, and 10mg abilify). In that time I was also diagnosed with ADHD, so I went through some med changes for that too because of my insurance company.
I say if the meds don't work for you, wean yourself off with doctors permission. My neurologist tried me on topamax, and I learned the hard way that there's a reason it's called dope-amax. I could not function, and I knew within three days it was bad, but the neurologist pressured to keep taking it until it got to the point that I was unresponsive to any situation and could not make decisions. It's also bad for people with bi-polar, and I told her I had that and she still gave it to me. Obviously I'm trying to get a new neurologist now...
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