by AlmySidaKay » Wed Aug 22, 2012 5:16 am
I'm finally almost unpacked in my new house, which is for the first time in my life, something that I'm renting myself, and not something that I'm sharing with my love interest. I'm so happy to have a space of my own that I don't have someone yelling at me all the time, and expecting me to do all the cleaning in the house, and I'm not paying 2/3rd's of the rent because I had the better job, instead I'm just paying for what I deserve. I have a wonderful driveway for MY car, a washer and dryer, a dishwasher, and even 2 rooms of my own! I have a bedroom and a private living room/study room plus 3 closets. While I am still living with a roommate the house is so evenly divided to give both of us space I could not be more happy. I also am no longer living with a drug addict and I am very happy to be rid of the horrible smells of his weed smoking, he also called off the marriage as soon as we didn't win a contest for a free wedding, and he hates all my friends and my dolls. It's so nice to live in a house where I can actually display all my dolls out proudly finally and not have someone yelling at me that I've left "my stupid fucking dolls" out in the living room again. I don't like talking about the bad stuff normally, but I swear this is all a rejoice because I am so happy finally that I stood up for myself, and finally realized I was important and I needed my needs met, and not just to be taken advantage of all the time.
A hobby isn't supposed to leave you wistful, regretful and vaguely disappointed. BJD collecting is as customizable as the dolls themselves. Do whatever pleases you the most, because otherwise, why do it at all? All for the 'Gram Bitches love the
'Gram.