by EAB » Mon Nov 05, 2012 6:47 pm
Jess, don't do it.
You don't really want to die, you just want not to hurt any more, and death seems to be the only way out.
I don't know what has brought this on, but I'm assuming you're in terrible emotional pain, rather than physical? The pain comes in sickening waves, with short respites between; but the waves will get less and the respites will get longer, and you will get through. When the wave comes, just know it's a wave, and finite. Cry, curl up, do what ever you have to to get through the present wave. Relief will come.
I know you can't see it right now, but the sun will shine again, and you will be so glad to be around to see it.
Praying for you.