It's misplaced priorities with those who do the spending. We spend more on prisoners than students, we obviously need high speed rail instead of fixing pot holes and freeways. Without getting too deep in to it my ball was dropped when no one even considered I could have learning challenges and some emotional problems.
On the good side I know my college math teacher fudged my grade because that last math class was all I needed for my degree and I didn't want to take it a third time. Some of my other college teachers really did their best to make learning good again. I aced a few classes I didn't think I would.