A hobby isn't supposed to leave you wistful, regretful and vaguely disappointed. BJD collecting is as customizable as the dolls themselves. Do whatever pleases you the most, because otherwise, why do it at all? All for the 'Gram Bitches love the 'Gram.
Same name there as here http://sillylilpuppet.deviantart.com/ Most of the non-doll/toy/photography is ollllldddddd though. Like, high school doodles old.