by WhiteDove01s » Tue Aug 18, 2020 11:50 pm
Hopefully I'll remember to do pics and such to share when I get down to the projects. I don't know about video - I don't work fast enough for that and YouTube still makes me uncomfortable over the Coppa thing. But I definitely want to start sharing pics and blogging this stuff.
The backlog is currently a pile of bodies on half the new deskspace. I've been doing a lot of reorganizing, including the dolls, trying to make sure there's space for all the fandoms (I have Harry Potter dolls, Star Wars, Star Trek, Jem, Spectra (the poseable barbies with chromed bodies), LIV, Rose Petal Place, some older World Of Love dolls, a few action 12" action figure guys, a few Bratz, and several boxes of Barbie "OOAKing Materials" ranging from neat Fashionistas that I probably won't change and just need to add a character to (the Boho one I got a while back, she is so cute! And the AA albino fashionista.) to the Stepford Smilers (what I always called the Superstar and very similar barbie faces before I started trying to learn the actual names). One of the upcoming OOAK projects actually makes use of one of those heads for a character where the disturbed-looking grin will be an asset. XD
I'm also trying to get over my "You'll ruin it" hangup. That's basically where I get a doll for $10 when its new for the OOAK box and then a year or two later it sells for $50 and I'm afraid to use it for what I bought it for because I'll "never get another one" and it's now "collectible". Which I logically know is dumb, because in those cases I got them TO OOAK and don't really like them as they are... if anything it's unfair to the doll to leave them hanging in limbo like that. Which is the case with the petite Bambi-headed girl now, and some of the Hunger Games guys I got for poseable bodies and nice head molds. To try to force myself past this I also got myself a semi-ruined (she has a marker stain on one cheek) vintage Fashion Queen barbie head. She's now on a poseable body and I am going to make myself OOAK her to a golden blonde (because I'm used to the Barbie character being blonde). (For a late birthday present I also got a vintage Midge and Alan in only-slightly-chewed condition and have started a set of "historic Barbie/body types and reference" shelf-boxes)
It's one of the reasons I'm always happy to get "pre-ruined" dolls, like the monster high ghost (Spectra Vondergeist or something, I think?) who I got with a duck-tape bathing suit and a bad buzz cut. She's in the pending OOAKs to end up a silvery-monochrome ghost ballerina (an interpretation of the Ghost Dancer from Ravenloft's Nightmare Realm to be specific XD)
But I also know the "you'll ruin it" thing is a hangup that holds me back and isn't really helping artistically or financially in any way and I need to do my projects and not worry about price changes of the supplies after I bought them as supplies. (And it doesn't just affect OOAKing, it's a mental block that gets in my way in all kinds of art from drawing to writing, even tho the latter doesn't involve using supplies I get scared I'll make a mistake and screw up the story in a way I can't fix. I actually made an offline personal wiki to track info for my Mosaic reality so I don't forget anything important. Then I had a drive crash and have spent two years not writing while I rebuild the darned thing from exported text files.) So that's kind of an issue I'm working on this year along with all the reorganization.