by Jobee » Sun Dec 31, 2023 9:12 pm
I took what you said very seriously, I want you to know. I seriously considered that maybe I have a shopping addiction, and watched some videos about shopping addiction, but nothing seemed to fit. Then I realized. I'm not buying random shit. I'm buying miniature FRIENDS. So I watched some videos on loneliness, and things were ringing a lot more true to me. I also popped open my Amazon history, and my Steam rewind. On months that I was in a social MMO game, I didn't buy any dolls. When I quit gaming socially, I bought a lot more dolls. I know that there's a much deeper rooted problem here, but I'm going to start by getting back into Guild Wars 2. I have two more expansions I paid for that I haven't played yet, I know a friendly guild I can hang out with, the pieces are all there. I'm also going to talk to my therapist about this when she comes back from her well deserved January vacation.