Teh Suckz Thread

[Gift_in_Edge]

I'm learning that I suck a running swaps. MissReckless has been a big help!

[happyknot]

It's like the Universe looked down, pointed at my family and said "YOU."
I spent the weekend trying to help my relatives. I have to tell someone what I'm feeling even if I can't be specific about what happened. It was really frightening and it ended up with one of my relatives being committed for their own and our own safety. We are hoping that a proper diagnosis can be made and we are going to have to educate ourselves from there. I've never seen anything like what I witnessed, outside of tv or the movies but to see it happening in your own family like that; I don't have any words.

Selfishly I just wanted a turkey dinner you know? It's Thanksgiving up here in Canada Land. But no.

[kurosu.chan]

...that is the only way you are going to avoid chemical contamination.

I know...I really should have been more specific, but I've kind of taught myself not to talk about it . I specifically don't want to be injected with/put on medication that I could become addicted to. My mom thinks it's ridiculous (she's had several surgeries, and has been on strong pain meds), so mentioning it usually starts an argument. But it really terrifies me! My impulse control is in the toilet compared to hers, and combined with frequent bouts of depression I feel like a walking risk factor >.>
I can't really talk to her about it because she's a really strong woman, so she can't imagine it being a problem, but it really could be for me...

My mom has been doing as much research as she can do without my doctor, looking up my symptoms and making a note of anything that sounds plausible. We're just looking for things to suggest at my next appointment. It's kind of difficult to narrow it down...as far as search results go, so far I could have everything from "the South Beach Diet" to Yellow Fever. Thanks, Web Md.

[knittnkitten]

Anesthesia and sedation meds are short acting, and they won't get you high. so there's no possible way of you getting addicted to them. and addiction has nothing to do with will power.

[darkfairykara]

well everytime I start an exercise pattern something seems to happen. either in most cases I get lazy or sick. now tonight was something new. I smelled a skunk on my property on my walk back down the driveway. I turned around called the dog smelled him all over and deemed him not sprayed. I got lucky and because I did not want to get sprayed or risk him getting sprayed up the hill we went and back into the house. ; A ; I wanted to walk more!

[magkelly]

That has got to be the most original excuse for not exercising I have ever heard in my life. LOL

[Lamia of the Dark]

Ugh..... my work schedule is terrible this week... more hours than I wanted...

<_< although I suppose that means I'll be buying the Azone outfit for my Picco Neemo after all.

[BadCandy]

That has got to be the most original excuse for not exercising I have ever heard in my life. LOL

LOL, last time I exercised, I burst a blood vessel in my bicep. >.> Apparently I cant rep my own weight on a total gym for 45 minutes..

[DollyKim]

@Darkfairykira the exorcize thing could be the "angel" who watches over you telling you that the way you're going about it might not be the healthiest way. By that I mean having a plan that a doctor or fitness person help you don't stress your body or over do it. Are there people in your neighborhood or at a local park or mall who walk? Maybe your fitness is meant to come along with new friends?

As for the never living up to family member's expectations it sells a lot of Julian Lennon albums... It sounds like they'll never give you what you want. I stopped trying to do things "right" for my smother or doing anything better in her eyes than what my sister does many years ago. I set my own goals for myself, I'm the first in my family that I know of to have a college degree, I have my own business, I make my dolls to my standards alone.

You are never alone in feeling worthless and don't let yourself suffer alone. You were put on this world for a reason and being it's in health care there are people out there who need you and will appreciate you. Don't be blind to the good ones, don't let the bad ones harden your heart.

[BadCandy]

I just got an email informing me that I'm committing photo theft from myself. Apparently someone reported me for ripping off photos from one of my other own pages. DISTINCT PHOTOS OF ME ECT. I'm waiting to see if said account gets shut down, But there's no rules against having multiple pages on said site. I'm glad that people are looking out for my images but FRACK.