So, I'm making my once in a blue moon (or more? I dunno o_O Days just blend together these days) poke-around with random rambles and comments o_o
I keep debating selling my B&G Shannon (my Reli), being that I'm unsure if I really like the face shape or not, and getting a FL Shiwoo, but I'm sitting here like, "....I haven't taken photos since.... since I don't remember". so would it be right to really go ahead and get another o_O.
I feel bad because I am, yet not attached to the Shannon OTL I think I relate to the situation too much and thats my problem (it wasn't what I expected, so I want to replace it, situation - been there, done that in the doll's place x_x). Has anyone else felt bad about thinking about selling a doll? Or just plain unsure if they're attached or not? o_O
I've been into D.Grey-Man lately.... the manga = <3 though it's starting to get a little odd. It's overall feel and art style doesn't feel the same, yet every time I sit there and think, "I'm not sure I want to continue collecting this series
" I end up getting to the end of the book and going, "hdkjhfdskjfdhkjfs NEED NEXT BOOK LIKE AIR I BREATH." alsoneedsmoreLavi *cough* whut?
From there, I'm like, "I wanna make DGM obitsus =_= but then I know i'm just going to stop after painting on the faces and cutting hairs... and then stopping at the clothes OTL Warrrgh! Darn you clothing! Why must you exist!? I say we all just go naked and turn it into a societal norm so I don't have to sew anything =_= *lolol mental-fail*
I feel like my BB Apollo lately - *As in, flops around, squeaks a little, just wants to lay down.... and maybe a bit like her Yuu with a random leg popping out and re-popping itself back in backwards*
I'm going to the doctor next week (uuuugh wish it was sooner) for my back... I had this a few months back and then again almost a year ago (and I think a few smaller times between?) So since it seems chronic.... I might as well. I'm a little afraid to hear what the doc says, but tat the same time, it probably won't be anything. If anyone recognizes these symptoms....: I can barely walk, lately (I can't even stand straight o_O i look like an old woman..... or a slightly deformed zombie with a dragging foot). Getting to, sitting through and getting from work has been grueling with pains - non stop ache, some burning, shooting pains, sometimes it feels like a leg is going to give out under me while walking or standng, like a random spazz. If I lay down, I better be staying there for a long time.... getting back up is murder x_x. it came on suddenly and this has happened at random multiple times before to varying degrees - at worst, I was walking sideways with a shuffle as my way of getting around (luckily this was while I was laid off). If anyone knows anything, lemme know >.>; It's getting very very in the way of life. tried icing it, heating it, soaking it, iceyhoting it, and aspirining it,... nothing works D: .
I'm kinda frustrated and trying to find a way to get rid of this soon, as this happened so close to Acen, where I'll be sitting or standing for 3 days behind a table, selling stuff -_- I'm even more frustrated because I can't through my self-inflicted cosplay tails (to sell) quota with my back like this ~_~ 9 tails vs 19-20.... and then further frustrated, though completely unrelated, that all the craft stores and online places seem out of stock on these little felt hats I've been using to make cosplay lolita hats with =_= Oh well. i have a tiny one for a dollfie size? xD;;
I still have no idea what to do for mom for mother's day... I like to do things that are different... I tried doing my own version of those edible bouquet things xD;;;; it uh, didn't work out so well.... roflmao..... OTL It was a bit messy....
Akihito [DZ Yuu], Red [ED Red], Sweetpea [DF Popo], Apollo [BBB Apollo], Reli [B&G Sharon], (phoenix) Efriete [B&G Afra], (human) Efriete [Migidoll Miho], Seth [Migidoll Ryu], Horus [Obitsu 50cm].
Do want: DR Xiao chi [as Xieu]; DOD Luke v2 [as Daven]; DIM Rain [as Rain]